Only Human

July 11: What expectations do I place on myself? The Magician (Reversed) ✨ Magic Opportunity Manifestation Creation Power ✨ The Magician is a master of all four elements. They are in control of their destiny, and can make anything and everything bend to their will. This is a deeply powerful externalizing card. ✨ I have…

Inner Chicken

July 9: What does my inner critic say when I try to stop and rest? Death πŸ’€ What a cheeky response! The Death card doesn’t mean literal, physical death of a person (usually), but the death of an idea, a paradigm, a way of being. When I try to rest, my inner critic completely overreacts,…

Earned Existence

July 7: When do I find it challenging to stop and rest? Ace of Cups β˜• New beginnings (esp. relationships) Emotional connection The gift of insight Joy in giving and receiving Creativity flows β˜• This message echoes the reflections I had with the Page of Pentacles earlier this month. I rush through beginnings. Relationships in…

Stretched Thin

July 5: What internal pressure drives me to go-go-go? Two of Bones (Pentacles) 🦴 Attempting to balance Juggling responsibilities Adaptation Tendency towards overwhelm Desire for playfulness and fun 🦴 I have a real hang-up around the idea of fun. I want so badly to be fun, to be whimsical and goofy and cool, but I…

Comparison

July 3: What external pressure drives me to go-go-go? The Lovers (reversed) + Queen of Wands (reversed) * These cards fell out of my deck while I was shuffling, which usually means that they have an especially potent message for me. I was surprised to see this Queen and the Lovers because I think of…

A New Offering

Something has been percolating… fermenting… bubbling up inside me for the last few months. Inspired by some teachings and advice from several of my amazing mentors, I’ve decided to offer community tarot readings on Patreon (https://www.patreon.com/kelshenka). This will look different than my regular posts in a few ways. First, it’ll be intuitively channeled readings for…

Slow Down & Ground

July 1: When do I tend to rush through life? Knave of Discs (Page of Pentacles) Connection to nature Grounding Lack of experience Learning on the job Gaining new skills It is absolutely, uncannilly, one hundred percent true that I rush through beginnings, whether it be at work, at play, or in love. This card…